Yup, this blog was dead alright.. for god knows how long.. But who cares, I'm having fun like I've never had for quite some time!

I find myself having wierd tastes in music recently.. I've switched back to boy band music, appreciate old school and classical music, and listen to a middle-aged man singing as though he was a woman in her 20s.. Still, no denying that they are all quality music, and enjoyable to my ears.. Mum thinks I've lost it..

Sad that attachment had to end already.. My last day was a slacky one, but one to enjoy.. Promised the peeps that I would come back to visit and hang out, and I have a "contract" with Annie to continue teaching her tennis.. This week has been used for doing up reports and finishing the remaining logbook entries I have for Victor (and slacking too)..

Just last Sunday, I attended Yong Hwa's (my cousin) wedding.. Its been some time since I attended a wedding of someone close.. It was just CNY this year that he brought his (back then) girlfriend to come visit.. In a matter of months, walla! He's really a wonderful guy when he jokes, and takes the impression that he's a maths geek (oops, sorry) off immediately.. Got a few pics with him, especially one with just the both of us.. First time I made such a request to the groom (hope my family didn't think I was drunk).. Anyway, congrats to him! They are a happily wed couple!

Took Ryl out to play batminton on Tuesday because I had some change of plans.. Yup, she enjoyed it, I think.. I thought 1 hour wouldn't have enough fun, but turns out she hit her limit there.. Glad she learnt a little, but she can be vicious when you give chance abit.. I thought for the first half an hour that she was randomly hitting her shots but no..... Didn't know you were so talented kiddo'

Kung Fu panda was really, really funny.. How long has it been since I've seen people take serious, martial arts films with deep history and throw random jokes into it? Think never.. But this one was worth while watching.. Laugh non-stop.. I don't think the Chinese one would be as funny, at least not for me.. I'll be too slow to catch the jokes..

Went out hunting for the same racket strings Irfan got for me (he's not my coach anymore).. Met Annie at Queensway.. Despite the large number of shops at Queensway, I couldn't get exactly what I want! Argh.. Long story: A didn't have 1 but had 2, B had 2 but didn't have 1, and C had both but charged really high and was snobbish.. Had to settle for A, since it was cheap (reasonably) and a price worth experimenting.. Then we met Victor at the Ikea restaurant.. Good news is, he's playing batminton with us.. Bad news, he failed his IPPT.. Heard it was 1 of the stations that he failed.. Haiz.. Poor guy.. But he gave a very funny excuse though.. Was laughing at it non-stop..

Ho boy.. It's Thursday and I haven't finished my final report! I've started, but there's too much to write, and my vocabulary has been pushed to the limit already! (Those who know me know that my vocab is not very powerful) Just so much to write, but I'm too lazy to think.. Wish there was a voice recorder which can record what I say and type it in for me.. And my dumb weekly report caused me some problems that I had to stay up till now to settle..

Gotta head back to school tomorrow.. Seems Dr Ooi wants to start on the project already.. Ah, just great.. Been waiting to go back for a good reason.. But hope I won't be haunted for the report yet..

So, its almost 3 months.. Since then, things changed so much.. Life was so different then, compared to now.. Ever heard of the saying: "You lose some, you gain some"? Yea.. That's what happened..

For starters, I lost involvement in both my CCAs.. Went for the tennis team trials some time back, but failed to get past.. I thought I was playing alright, yea some dumb mistakes.. But no idea how I failed to get in to the provisional 19.. Oh well, might as well give the next batch of freshmen their shot at glory.. This year's team looks especially strong.. I know they can do very well..

I ran for this year's main comm.. Didn't get in.. Yea, what to expect.. Things are different now, and I acknowledge all the mistakes which I've made (no matter how minor) which led to the downfall of the trust of all the people who were working with me.. Still, thanks for encouraging me till the end of FOC, and all the best to the new committee..

*deep breath out* so that's 2 responsibilities off my chest.. Might say that I've changed since taking up more responsibilities.. But what's good if you change? What really got you into such a position in the first place? Its what you did at the start, who you were in the beginning.. I've not been myself for a long, long time.. Freeing me of these responsibilities have given me the chance to be myself again, and I want to! To the friends I have remaining, I promise to be the guy you first met again.. So thanks for sticking by and not changing one bit.. To my new friends, I'm here to offer my time to hang out, and enjoy myself again! Do what I enjoy, say what my heart really feels (oh, that brings back an old rallying cheer)

Anyway, relationship is not something that's been going smoothly too.. Won't want to reveal details here.. I feel differently about it compared to last time.. Either way, we're leaving it to later.. I don't want to make a hasty decision now and be at the end of regret..

If I'm to really pour out more details, I'd need a private blog.. Been wanting to change this blog into something more of an online personal diary.. Then I won't have to worry about people commenting on how dead this blog can be :P

Anyway, Happy 10th Month Anniversary dear.. Happy, maybe not, but its still 20th June..