Tell me, how much does a passion mean to you? Have you found something you have a passion in doing? Is there anything that makes you what you are? What if you lose it all of a sudden? What if its taken from you? Sadly, I've got mine removed so easily, without attempting to put on a struggle to hold on to it...





























Simple, I don't play tennis anymore...


































Or rather, I can't... Since secondary school, people who understand me even the smallest bit, know that one of my greatest passion lies in tennis... I talk about it as fluently as I can speak english, as far as I walk... It seems that I'm all about my tennis... When tennis is gone from me, what becomes of me? A regular student? Well, that's what mum thinks when she stopped me going for anymore trainings... IT'S F***ING PLAIN JACK NOW FOR GOD'S SAKE!!!













































SHIT F***!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!










































Just when I was about step out for training just now... I should have just stepped out of the door without telling mum... To think I should be a good boy and bid mum goodbye...



























COSTLY!!!!!!!! ITS WAS A DAMN, F***ING COSTLY DECISION!!!!!!!!





























I just changed out and headed to bed to sleep... Should have slept through dinner if not for her shouting and making a ruckus in my room... DAMN IT! ITS SUPPOSED TO BE MY TRAINING TIME! I'M USING ALL THE TIME NOW FOR SLEEP CANT I?!?!?! It made me think of Kenneth's "New Year Resolution" man for a while but even that couldn't get me to laugh.

I want my tennis back! I want it back so much! I'm improving, I'm hitting form! I wanna represent NP again! I wanna play! I wanna do what I have the passion for! Why can't I anymore?!

Well, other than this sad news, I've got tests for the next 6 school days straight... Sad, but I'm paying attention to that at least... It starts tomorrow... I just wish there were no more lectures... I wanna go home after every test and sleep!!! SLEEP SLEEP SLEEP!!!!!! SLEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEP!!

After abit of a confusion, its been kinda confirmed that I'm going for my attachment next semester... No holidays, straight to work... I don't mind... I'd sleep through my holidays if there was no FOC to plan...

Chinese New Year is coming soon, just next week actually... Visiting to do, chance of the year to eat the most of the best food... But can I exchange all those well wishes from my relatives and all the money in all my red packets for my passion back? Is there such a deal? Tell me!