Saturday, October 27, 2007
I don't know what to say about how I feel now... I've had quite a happy day today... Particularly because of the 1 day "exchange student"... But other than that, everything else is wrong! Just wrong!
Yesterday's training sucked... I thought I'd keep my form of counter tennis... Didn't work much... I started drills first because I happen to be on the court the coach was in... I tried to slack in terms of movement as much as I can so that I won't be too tired... When my drills were over, I went to the next court with Dominic to hit before we started a singles team match with two other girls... I was actually struggling to lift my racket! I guess the 3am sleep didn't do me good even though I woke up at 1... I was tired, and physical training made things worst... My arms are still aching now...
It was purely coincidental that i have my chance to have lunch and spend time with my friends during the break instead of with Jehanne today... I went to see my cell culture, and then went with Wen Xin to the animal room to help 2F07 clean their mice cage... We had fun, and then Steph and Chin Koon came... I took pictures with one of the mice as well as Danielle! Danielle is the mice that Nadj Alvin and I have for the Immuno practical...
Well, I guess the timings were just equally coincidental that everything went the other way round... Kept me quite down after lab... I didn't want to do much after that... Just wanted to make sure I get my lunch during the second break... Don't want to talk to anyone... Don't want to make anymore arrangements for the day... Just wanted to get things over and done with...
I decided to go back up to emart instead of hanging around the block 50 area or go to the library with Joanna... I went to pack my lunch, and saw that girl I wanted to get into the Belle and Beau competition... I got to her and got a no after I told her after what I wanted to say... I didn't want anymore trouble, so I guess I just gave up without trying to persuade her...
After lunch, Yew Jia came with a giant Pooh Bear... It was meant as a really-belated birthday gift for Janani... I played with it and gradually got happier and happier... Thanks to it, my spirits were lifted, and I laughed after 2 hours in the gloomy state... I brought it to lecture and dressed it with my IVP jacket and decided to call it IVPooh... It looked funny while I carried it from LSCT down to block 51... How silly I looked... I didn't mind... It made me happy, and I needed it to keep up that mood... Super cute thing... Joanna and I kept taking pictures of it in lecture... Including this one where it actually looked as though it was paying attention to Dr Nevil's lesson
Dr Nevil made me laugh throughout the lecture after he pronounced "Consanguineous" in a funny manner... I just had to burst out laughing everytime he said that word... (sorry sir!) Today was the fastest pace he has ever went during his lecture! Compared to the previous times, he'll do 6 slides in an hour!
I brought IVPooh to the GLs after lecture and gave it back to Yew Jia when I saw her outside with the other GLs... I just needed to wait for someone with the clubhouse key to get stuff out and then I can go home... I went down to canteen 1 with Jonathan and saw Mr President (Lucky!!)... I went to the clubhouse with his key and got Joanna her dinner before going back... I finally went home early (considered to be) this week! And jsut when I thought everything was alright, mum had to call and blast me for a dumb reason and gave a really stupid logic behind her scolding... I slept on the bus home... Just wanted the journey to end soon so I'd get my dinner...
Talking to Jehanne hasn't really been happy this while... I don't know if its me who can't put things to her clearly enough for her to understand, or that she's just acting blur and ignorant so she'd get my attention... I don't know what she's up to, but I'm dissapointed and just frustrated time and time again after I tried to let small matters rest... I'm not sure what to do... I won't mind if she wants small things her way, but I'm being stressed on the other side by my studies and my mum, and ESPECIALLY my mum... So when would it go my way? Would it ever?
Yesterday's training sucked... I thought I'd keep my form of counter tennis... Didn't work much... I started drills first because I happen to be on the court the coach was in... I tried to slack in terms of movement as much as I can so that I won't be too tired... When my drills were over, I went to the next court with Dominic to hit before we started a singles team match with two other girls... I was actually struggling to lift my racket! I guess the 3am sleep didn't do me good even though I woke up at 1... I was tired, and physical training made things worst... My arms are still aching now...
It was purely coincidental that i have my chance to have lunch and spend time with my friends during the break instead of with Jehanne today... I went to see my cell culture, and then went with Wen Xin to the animal room to help 2F07 clean their mice cage... We had fun, and then Steph and Chin Koon came... I took pictures with one of the mice as well as Danielle! Danielle is the mice that Nadj Alvin and I have for the Immuno practical...
Well, I guess the timings were just equally coincidental that everything went the other way round... Kept me quite down after lab... I didn't want to do much after that... Just wanted to make sure I get my lunch during the second break... Don't want to talk to anyone... Don't want to make anymore arrangements for the day... Just wanted to get things over and done with...
I decided to go back up to emart instead of hanging around the block 50 area or go to the library with Joanna... I went to pack my lunch, and saw that girl I wanted to get into the Belle and Beau competition... I got to her and got a no after I told her after what I wanted to say... I didn't want anymore trouble, so I guess I just gave up without trying to persuade her...
After lunch, Yew Jia came with a giant Pooh Bear... It was meant as a really-belated birthday gift for Janani... I played with it and gradually got happier and happier... Thanks to it, my spirits were lifted, and I laughed after 2 hours in the gloomy state... I brought it to lecture and dressed it with my IVP jacket and decided to call it IVPooh... It looked funny while I carried it from LSCT down to block 51... How silly I looked... I didn't mind... It made me happy, and I needed it to keep up that mood... Super cute thing... Joanna and I kept taking pictures of it in lecture... Including this one where it actually looked as though it was paying attention to Dr Nevil's lesson
Dr Nevil made me laugh throughout the lecture after he pronounced "Consanguineous" in a funny manner... I just had to burst out laughing everytime he said that word... (sorry sir!) Today was the fastest pace he has ever went during his lecture! Compared to the previous times, he'll do 6 slides in an hour!
I brought IVPooh to the GLs after lecture and gave it back to Yew Jia when I saw her outside with the other GLs... I just needed to wait for someone with the clubhouse key to get stuff out and then I can go home... I went down to canteen 1 with Jonathan and saw Mr President (Lucky!!)... I went to the clubhouse with his key and got Joanna her dinner before going back... I finally went home early (considered to be) this week! And jsut when I thought everything was alright, mum had to call and blast me for a dumb reason and gave a really stupid logic behind her scolding... I slept on the bus home... Just wanted the journey to end soon so I'd get my dinner...
Talking to Jehanne hasn't really been happy this while... I don't know if its me who can't put things to her clearly enough for her to understand, or that she's just acting blur and ignorant so she'd get my attention... I don't know what she's up to, but I'm dissapointed and just frustrated time and time again after I tried to let small matters rest... I'm not sure what to do... I won't mind if she wants small things her way, but I'm being stressed on the other side by my studies and my mum, and ESPECIALLY my mum... So when would it go my way? Would it ever?