Sunday, August 12, 2007
hmm, one more week closer to the exams... at least i've kicked off a teeny bit... nothing much to say about the week... been sneaking out and around after school... doing badly in tests... haiz... wake up call staring in my face: 31.5/60...
i fell ill at some point this week... really ill... fever, headache, stomach pain, weakness... i slept a total of 12 hours, almost straight and puked 4 times to get it cured... i still woke up with abit of a headache the next day... it was only the puke in the afternoon that i felt better... dad offered to drive me to school when he saw me so sick the day before... it was really long ago since he drove me to school... i was so happy, especially since it was the last day before he will leave singapore...
i went out after school on that day... then while i was at an interesting shop, Jehanne helped me pick a present for my dad... it would well replace the original present i couldn't do in time for him... then after i left the group, Jehanne and i couldn't decide on where to go... so we took a little bus ride all the way down to boon lay... we walked around jurong point a while till i had to leave for meeting...
geez, i was late for meeting... then gena the $2 late fine... ooh well... during the meeting, mum msg to tell me we'd go out for a nice dinner before dad leaves the next day... i left the meeting when it was juz being dragged on...
we went to tiong bahru plaza to have sushi! haha... seems dad missed it... when we got there, it was full, and we had to wait for a table... then the manager told us that their last order would be at 9.30... it was 9.10 by the time we got in... haiz, my fault for coming out so late... luckily my family had eaten abit before coming out, or i'll feel worst... my appetite recovered during the meeting... just during the morning, i puked out my breakfast during the break, and couldn't eat more than a subway sandwich for lunch... yay... think dad was happy to see me all well...
dad left the next day... it didn't seem much at first... only when the time drew nearer that i started feeling sad and remourse... remourse for not spending enough time with him... i gave him the presents before we stepped out of the house, but he only saw it in the car... when he walked through the depature gate, i held my tears back strongly... it wasn't as bad as the last time, but there were still some pain in my heart... i almost cried when mum passed me the tissue... i still pushed it away and said "i'll pass"... it would be at least till December that i'll get to see him again... this time, i'll be going over...
i fell ill at some point this week... really ill... fever, headache, stomach pain, weakness... i slept a total of 12 hours, almost straight and puked 4 times to get it cured... i still woke up with abit of a headache the next day... it was only the puke in the afternoon that i felt better... dad offered to drive me to school when he saw me so sick the day before... it was really long ago since he drove me to school... i was so happy, especially since it was the last day before he will leave singapore...
i went out after school on that day... then while i was at an interesting shop, Jehanne helped me pick a present for my dad... it would well replace the original present i couldn't do in time for him... then after i left the group, Jehanne and i couldn't decide on where to go... so we took a little bus ride all the way down to boon lay... we walked around jurong point a while till i had to leave for meeting...
geez, i was late for meeting... then gena the $2 late fine... ooh well... during the meeting, mum msg to tell me we'd go out for a nice dinner before dad leaves the next day... i left the meeting when it was juz being dragged on...
we went to tiong bahru plaza to have sushi! haha... seems dad missed it... when we got there, it was full, and we had to wait for a table... then the manager told us that their last order would be at 9.30... it was 9.10 by the time we got in... haiz, my fault for coming out so late... luckily my family had eaten abit before coming out, or i'll feel worst... my appetite recovered during the meeting... just during the morning, i puked out my breakfast during the break, and couldn't eat more than a subway sandwich for lunch... yay... think dad was happy to see me all well...
dad left the next day... it didn't seem much at first... only when the time drew nearer that i started feeling sad and remourse... remourse for not spending enough time with him... i gave him the presents before we stepped out of the house, but he only saw it in the car... when he walked through the depature gate, i held my tears back strongly... it wasn't as bad as the last time, but there were still some pain in my heart... i almost cried when mum passed me the tissue... i still pushed it away and said "i'll pass"... it would be at least till December that i'll get to see him again... this time, i'll be going over...