Wednesday, July 11, 2007
I got to meet PJ on Monday! So happy to see him again! I rushed from school down to his place b4 we head to the courts for tennis... Man the match was great! I can finally take 1 set comfortably off him! Haha... But the second set was a real give away when I lost 1-6... We were so hyped and pumped up for the third set but we got chased out... Haiz... I was hitting so well already, but my wrist hurts from taking his powerful serve...
Then I went to his place for dinner... I met his two sisters again... Gosh, their cute! And they also adopted a stray cat... It was naughty though... It ran out the moment they lifted up the board which was supposed to keep in inside the kitchen... Then I went to search for it and managed to get it back for them... I admit though, I'm not much of a pet lover, and certaintly didn't know how to carry it then... It was struggling in my hands! So sad I had to rush off after showering, but we had a little catching up session while he tried DOTA with me...
Yesterday was only supposed to be a practical lesson, but I stayed in school to play batminton with Alvin and Nadj... We couldn't get the hall courts though... So we improvised with the sports deck... Ok, it was fun, but in the end, I got to play 3 sets with Alvin when Nadj decided not to push himself...
I screwed up once again during training! So many important points which I could have won the doubles game but I screwed it all! Practically screwed all of my chances to play in the IVP tournament as well... Haiz... What luck... Guess I'm not fated to play at all... Maybe I should quit and try out batminton... Maybe I would do better...
Today wasn't anything nice to remember... I had a screwy attitude for some time during lab, and it was really irritating to people I think... I told Denyse I was feeling bullish, yea... Bull shit it must have been... But everything was gone after the 2 hour break which allowed me to unwind...
Then it was the meeting again... Bee Sim had a first time experience as a secretary, and she looked exactly the same as I was when I was on my first duty... I didn't really expect the outcome of the instructors to be like this, but well, it couldn't be all my decision anyway... It was a long meeting, especially with so many updates to bring up, and lots of thinking to do as a committee...
I'm don't feel like a VP at all... I've never felt like that one bit since the appointment... All I thought about was bringing the GL family together, but I guess I'm still not ambitious enough... I'm don't feel like I'm doing enough work for the society, and moreover, not thinking or getting into discussions enough... Everyone has ideas and things to bring up during the meeting... I never seem to have anything... Everyone knows what's going on behind, and I'm never informed... Everyone has something to plan and talk about, but I've never brought in or joined into any of them... Am I still too isolated? Or am I not mixing around with them enough? Is it because I'm not approachable? I don't know, I've got not enough committment I guess... Gotta do more stuff from now on...
Then I went to his place for dinner... I met his two sisters again... Gosh, their cute! And they also adopted a stray cat... It was naughty though... It ran out the moment they lifted up the board which was supposed to keep in inside the kitchen... Then I went to search for it and managed to get it back for them... I admit though, I'm not much of a pet lover, and certaintly didn't know how to carry it then... It was struggling in my hands! So sad I had to rush off after showering, but we had a little catching up session while he tried DOTA with me...
Yesterday was only supposed to be a practical lesson, but I stayed in school to play batminton with Alvin and Nadj... We couldn't get the hall courts though... So we improvised with the sports deck... Ok, it was fun, but in the end, I got to play 3 sets with Alvin when Nadj decided not to push himself...
I screwed up once again during training! So many important points which I could have won the doubles game but I screwed it all! Practically screwed all of my chances to play in the IVP tournament as well... Haiz... What luck... Guess I'm not fated to play at all... Maybe I should quit and try out batminton... Maybe I would do better...
Today wasn't anything nice to remember... I had a screwy attitude for some time during lab, and it was really irritating to people I think... I told Denyse I was feeling bullish, yea... Bull shit it must have been... But everything was gone after the 2 hour break which allowed me to unwind...
Then it was the meeting again... Bee Sim had a first time experience as a secretary, and she looked exactly the same as I was when I was on my first duty... I didn't really expect the outcome of the instructors to be like this, but well, it couldn't be all my decision anyway... It was a long meeting, especially with so many updates to bring up, and lots of thinking to do as a committee...
I'm don't feel like a VP at all... I've never felt like that one bit since the appointment... All I thought about was bringing the GL family together, but I guess I'm still not ambitious enough... I'm don't feel like I'm doing enough work for the society, and moreover, not thinking or getting into discussions enough... Everyone has ideas and things to bring up during the meeting... I never seem to have anything... Everyone knows what's going on behind, and I'm never informed... Everyone has something to plan and talk about, but I've never brought in or joined into any of them... Am I still too isolated? Or am I not mixing around with them enough? Is it because I'm not approachable? I don't know, I've got not enough committment I guess... Gotta do more stuff from now on...