Saturday, July 28, 2007
Hmm, the last of the relaxing weeks is over... Still, its tiring, but worth the rewards at the end of the week...
Freakin' trainings have been cancelled over and over again... I'd bet that my tennis is really horrid right now... Shit man... Still, word came just now that we've managed to defend our title... Well, not a great deal as to what I felt in year 1, but I thoroughly don't deserve to take the medal... I didn't wanna go for it, and further more, I had something else on... Wonder what Fred sees in this, honestly...
Damn, I fell asleep in Choy's lecture again! There goes another chapter which I haven't listened much to... Don't know what I'm gonna do... Thank god his test is based on the practical stuff...
Alvin has now joined Elken at last... After all the time when I told him about it... He went for his first talk at the company today... I didn't have much to show him as the office were mostly under renovations... Only place he could rate was the toilet (C- was what he gave)... But it was fun to have another person to listen to the talks with... Makes me more motivated to bring more people into the company...
The first training has kicked off... The turnout wasn't that good though, due to all those who were or are taking test during that time... Almost half didn't turn up... Disappointing, that's what I think, but non the less, couldn't expect much... There was fun for the training though... Some GLs were still a little rowdy on their attitude, some over powering, and some couldn't seem to bother... Well, probably cuz' of the discipline I guess... Wouldn't be fair to expect more either... Hopefully the next training and those during the holidays would pull things together... Still, it was worth it to have the SGLs interact and know more year 1s than those from their FOC group... As for the SGLs though, time to get our act up... Think we need to be showing enthusiasm and activeness if we want to expect the same from the GLs...
I&E is over... I thought I was really sloppy though... I wasn't myself at the presentation, and when given feedback on our group, proved to be the worst of them all... Haiz... Should have been more prepared, like I let down my group... If it had been a graded module, I would have felt more guilty... Worst still, I only answered 1, out of the many questions posted during the Q and A... I felt like I didn't do enough for my project... Disappointing again...
Dad's home! My head was beaming towards the door of the event hall when it was 8... Yup, wide smile was painted on straight away when I saw him walk into the hall with the system wear on... It's been awhile... I gave him a "half hug" when he walked over... I'm convinced that "absence makes the heart grow fonder"... Man, I miss him!
Seems he has been to see my grandma as well as eat local food... We even bought back quite some food after we left the office... I'm sure he would have missed them... Then I wanted to introduce him to Darren and Alvin, but he walked away when I was about to do so...
What still bothers me though, is that even though he's back, he has been acting as though he hasn't been gone at all... He didn't seem interested in talking to me or find out how I've been doing so far, especially when I'm the one who talks to him the least during the time he was away... Disappointing though... I even had to be the one to start topics and would only get short answers from him... Totally the opposite from what I'v been anticipating about all week, but I'll still try to make the most of it during this 2 weeks...
I'm hit with quite a number of misunderstandings this week... I don't want to argue, or try to reason with my friends... Even though they meant it as jokes or teases 75% of the time, but I know I won't be able to rebute against them... They'll just gang up together and continue... I just hope that they'd get to see things in the light soon... I'd graciously let people pull jokes or ridicule at me if I know what they say are factual, but not something that's not... I know I'm not good enough to prove myself to all my friends...
I'm sobbing and sad, though it seems only the nicest of things have happened to me this week... I can't care much about the thing that has bogged me since last Saturday... Its good its not as registered in my mind as last Saturday, but I got refreshed at the sight of it... Man it hurts abit, but yea, trying to wriggle out...
Freakin' trainings have been cancelled over and over again... I'd bet that my tennis is really horrid right now... Shit man... Still, word came just now that we've managed to defend our title... Well, not a great deal as to what I felt in year 1, but I thoroughly don't deserve to take the medal... I didn't wanna go for it, and further more, I had something else on... Wonder what Fred sees in this, honestly...
Damn, I fell asleep in Choy's lecture again! There goes another chapter which I haven't listened much to... Don't know what I'm gonna do... Thank god his test is based on the practical stuff...
Alvin has now joined Elken at last... After all the time when I told him about it... He went for his first talk at the company today... I didn't have much to show him as the office were mostly under renovations... Only place he could rate was the toilet (C- was what he gave)... But it was fun to have another person to listen to the talks with... Makes me more motivated to bring more people into the company...
The first training has kicked off... The turnout wasn't that good though, due to all those who were or are taking test during that time... Almost half didn't turn up... Disappointing, that's what I think, but non the less, couldn't expect much... There was fun for the training though... Some GLs were still a little rowdy on their attitude, some over powering, and some couldn't seem to bother... Well, probably cuz' of the discipline I guess... Wouldn't be fair to expect more either... Hopefully the next training and those during the holidays would pull things together... Still, it was worth it to have the SGLs interact and know more year 1s than those from their FOC group... As for the SGLs though, time to get our act up... Think we need to be showing enthusiasm and activeness if we want to expect the same from the GLs...
I&E is over... I thought I was really sloppy though... I wasn't myself at the presentation, and when given feedback on our group, proved to be the worst of them all... Haiz... Should have been more prepared, like I let down my group... If it had been a graded module, I would have felt more guilty... Worst still, I only answered 1, out of the many questions posted during the Q and A... I felt like I didn't do enough for my project... Disappointing again...
Dad's home! My head was beaming towards the door of the event hall when it was 8... Yup, wide smile was painted on straight away when I saw him walk into the hall with the system wear on... It's been awhile... I gave him a "half hug" when he walked over... I'm convinced that "absence makes the heart grow fonder"... Man, I miss him!
Seems he has been to see my grandma as well as eat local food... We even bought back quite some food after we left the office... I'm sure he would have missed them... Then I wanted to introduce him to Darren and Alvin, but he walked away when I was about to do so...
What still bothers me though, is that even though he's back, he has been acting as though he hasn't been gone at all... He didn't seem interested in talking to me or find out how I've been doing so far, especially when I'm the one who talks to him the least during the time he was away... Disappointing though... I even had to be the one to start topics and would only get short answers from him... Totally the opposite from what I'v been anticipating about all week, but I'll still try to make the most of it during this 2 weeks...
I'm hit with quite a number of misunderstandings this week... I don't want to argue, or try to reason with my friends... Even though they meant it as jokes or teases 75% of the time, but I know I won't be able to rebute against them... They'll just gang up together and continue... I just hope that they'd get to see things in the light soon... I'd graciously let people pull jokes or ridicule at me if I know what they say are factual, but not something that's not... I know I'm not good enough to prove myself to all my friends...
I'm sobbing and sad, though it seems only the nicest of things have happened to me this week... I can't care much about the thing that has bogged me since last Saturday... Its good its not as registered in my mind as last Saturday, but I got refreshed at the sight of it... Man it hurts abit, but yea, trying to wriggle out...