Friday, March 02, 2007
Wow... Just after the exams and I've betrayed my blog already... Since its the 3rd of March already:
happy birthday to you..
happy birthday to you...
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO WEI SAN AND FELICIA!!!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOUUUU~
CNY
Its been fun.. Gambling didn't seem to go in my favour this year... Haha... I blew quite alot on the table furing the first 2 days... Day 3 just made it up for everything plus a lil more... heehee... I watched ghostrider on Day 1... Cool... @nd year running i went to see movie on CNY... But i didn't feel all that enthusiastic this year... Really was distracted too much...
Tennis
My form has dropped DRASTICALLY!!! From the 7-6 comeback win to screwed up and mis-timed serves! I've hardly been able to hit a winner now! Thx to Ben and the normal training, I've gotten much of the standards back... All that's left now is the physical fitness...
GLs
Oh just the first training and its SCREAMING from the AGLs!!! argh... siao arh?! Lotsa people didn't seem to be able to take pt... Get use to it guys... Trial camp is gonna start soon... And so is the DnD... I've got a busy schedule ahead... Don't die before FOC kid!!
Her
Speaking of dying... Here's something to die for: she said no... again... Haiz... The past few trainings, my seniors have brought their stunningly beautiful girlfriends along... The others just seem to have non-stop hits with girls... I'm struggling just for one I really love... It belittles me... I'm not jealous of them, just sad I'm not born with the charm and fate throws me arse luck all over my love life... K, I'm just not up to standard for her i guess... I'm hurt, bad... And have seem to have hid it very well from everyone... My eyes watered again that night... I never needed suicide... Her words -"impossible" was what she said- it killed me already... I'm dead in there... haha... coward... COWARD!!! That's what I am... so useless... She's probably forgotten everything like it didn't happen... It doesn't hurt her one bit (as if its supposed to)
Farewell Friend, I'll always remember you
It was all so sudden... Rui Hua... The genius, the one who always had the superior edge over me in studies... She passed away just 2 days ago... Till now, I still find it hard to believe... Poor her... Sherman told me... It must have really been sad for him... Big blow to all those close to her... Sherman, I really admire him... Almost 6 years ago, and till now, his feelings for her have never changed...
I'm still stunned... I don't know what to say... I'm just blown away by everything... Its too hard for me to take... Rest in peace Rui Hua... You'll always be remembered...
Its so saddening... I don't hate it... I need to wake up... Be the one I used to be... So much has drained me... And there's a list of things I need to do and achieve these holidays... I can't care much of my grades from this semester anymore... I know how ugly its gonna look... Wake up... WAKE UP!!!
happy birthday to you..
happy birthday to you...
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO WEI SAN AND FELICIA!!!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOUUUU~
CNY
Its been fun.. Gambling didn't seem to go in my favour this year... Haha... I blew quite alot on the table furing the first 2 days... Day 3 just made it up for everything plus a lil more... heehee... I watched ghostrider on Day 1... Cool... @nd year running i went to see movie on CNY... But i didn't feel all that enthusiastic this year... Really was distracted too much...
Tennis
My form has dropped DRASTICALLY!!! From the 7-6 comeback win to screwed up and mis-timed serves! I've hardly been able to hit a winner now! Thx to Ben and the normal training, I've gotten much of the standards back... All that's left now is the physical fitness...
GLs
Oh just the first training and its SCREAMING from the AGLs!!! argh... siao arh?! Lotsa people didn't seem to be able to take pt... Get use to it guys... Trial camp is gonna start soon... And so is the DnD... I've got a busy schedule ahead... Don't die before FOC kid!!
Her
Speaking of dying... Here's something to die for: she said no... again... Haiz... The past few trainings, my seniors have brought their stunningly beautiful girlfriends along... The others just seem to have non-stop hits with girls... I'm struggling just for one I really love... It belittles me... I'm not jealous of them, just sad I'm not born with the charm and fate throws me arse luck all over my love life... K, I'm just not up to standard for her i guess... I'm hurt, bad... And have seem to have hid it very well from everyone... My eyes watered again that night... I never needed suicide... Her words -"impossible" was what she said- it killed me already... I'm dead in there... haha... coward... COWARD!!! That's what I am... so useless... She's probably forgotten everything like it didn't happen... It doesn't hurt her one bit (as if its supposed to)
Farewell Friend, I'll always remember you
It was all so sudden... Rui Hua... The genius, the one who always had the superior edge over me in studies... She passed away just 2 days ago... Till now, I still find it hard to believe... Poor her... Sherman told me... It must have really been sad for him... Big blow to all those close to her... Sherman, I really admire him... Almost 6 years ago, and till now, his feelings for her have never changed...
I'm still stunned... I don't know what to say... I'm just blown away by everything... Its too hard for me to take... Rest in peace Rui Hua... You'll always be remembered...
Its so saddening... I don't hate it... I need to wake up... Be the one I used to be... So much has drained me... And there's a list of things I need to do and achieve these holidays... I can't care much of my grades from this semester anymore... I know how ugly its gonna look... Wake up... WAKE UP!!!