The week's been slacky... i've studied... but covered very little... then while studying microbio yesterday, i realised something abt me... and, i'm really sad about it, if its true... why me? and i'm stuck with it... probably the rest of my life...

Everyone's so tensed... they're all afarid of tmr's paper when they usually pais attention in class... what makes me? i did a little blog hopping before dinner... read quite a few blogs... my friends, they've all got prob one way or the other... and it took me till now to find out... i've been left out alot, and its been weeks that i've been asking myself, "am i doing my part as a friend?" and the answer recurrs to me everytime as "no"... i'm sorry...

I'm struggling to keep my priorities right... i either get distracted by minor stuff, or my thoughts float away and i start thinking about her... i'm hoping the exams get over soon... i wanna be able to have her undivided attention again... she's probably my biggest motivation to get over this period

I took the risk to go get my hair cut this morning... wasted hell lot'a precious time waiting when my mum did her hair...

I'm suffering from a splitting headache now... i hope i can get a lil rest n get up to study again... maths is tmr, i'm nervous cuz frm the surface, it looks like i understand everything, but i'm scared when i do qns, its a diff story...