Sunday, January 21, 2007
So tiring, yet so fun... The last 2 days have gave me something to feel happy about...
Open house
I've always wanted to do something for my school to give potential students memorable moments on their visit... Well, not much i got to do... I got a task of dressing up as Wolverine on the 2 days of open house... Its a tiring and burning job... just unbearable at times... the costume is just so thick! and i have to don some fake sideburns which made me look really like the real deal... But its an intersting job to do, though you get the stares and people poking fun at you (damn mats!)... people taking lotsa pics with me but i juz don't remember who... i want my pics!!! i did think of going down today to do ushering but was too tired to get up... training killed...
Dancesports
I had a great time today at dancesports... Finally didn't feel so odd about salsa... today was probably the day i talked to Roxanne the most... private stuff, something we're gonna keep between ourselves, I hope... haha... yet to finish our discussion about things...
CATS
I thought it was gonna be kinda dumb... going for CATS even though the main gradings are done already... but it was fun... we built a bridges out of 30 straws, 5 satay sticks and 1m long of tape, aiming to hold a 20 cent coin without letting it touch the floor... the record was 126 cm long... our group was nontheless, the most divided... Ka Wai was really persistent on proving his "building knowledge" was the best, while Vanessa had lotsa ideas which were unworkable, but just wouldn't get the point that it wouldn't be much of the help... Denise, well, was in with things, but bothered more on the length than the support ability... and Zhi Hui, well, she just sat there waiting for whichever idea reigns and do whatever she's required to... Our final product was successful, not without the help of Jonathan who helped to extend our initial length to 130 cm! wee! Ka Wai just didn't contribute at all, trying his own stuff alone while we worked on things... so f-ed... just wouldn't get the point... though we didn't set the record the other group did (132), i was still proud we broke the previous one, going above my target of 100 i set when i looked at how divided our team was...
Training
Wee!!! I love my form today, both skill and physical wise! i've did alot of brilliant shots and played out good tactics... i didn't get used to my racket at the start, being really inconsistent with the wierd tension it had since i just got it back... I played a friendly with david and led alot until my serves screwed up and lost 10-15 in the end...
Stan was just crazy today, saying it is mentallity training... i think its more of physical torture... i pushed myself all the way, and thank god i din puke though i didn't eat much all day... didn't fail any of the drills and performed 100% for physical training, though i expected 110... the initial drills were just horrid until i got the hang of the racket... after training, i was still able to perform very well, quick volley relaxes and trick shots well did... another great thing is that i've seem to be able to communicate with the team... wonder what's got into them or me...
today's performance: consistency: 7, power: 7, volley: 9, serves: 6, winners: 8, physical: 9, tactics: 8, match play: 8, form: 8... overall: 7.78... not bad to say the least but i'm gunning for an 8 overall on the next training...
Issues of the Heart
I'm not sure how its gonna be now... I'm really having bad moments with both girls now... both don't seem interested in talking to me now exept for work matters only... both also seem to be close with guys... i'm not sure if i'm being over-sensitive about this, but it really bothers me everytime i look or think about it... I'm dumbstruck, awed, whatever you call it... just don't know where I stand right now... I can't decide... really, but my heart keeps telling me to continue waiting for "her" and give up on the other... god knows what keeps telling me not to do anything... my "RAM" got limited memory one leh... wait run too many things at one go will lag... i'm still confused... i hope i'll be able to choose good in this crossroad...
I'm still kinda bogged down by project and work... There's a certain amount of workload for me to clear before i get down to studying... I hope they'll just go away or get cancelled, then i can do what i really need to... FAT HOPE, i know... i've got so much on my mind already... kills to be awake and being conscious to matters on hand...
Open house
I've always wanted to do something for my school to give potential students memorable moments on their visit... Well, not much i got to do... I got a task of dressing up as Wolverine on the 2 days of open house... Its a tiring and burning job... just unbearable at times... the costume is just so thick! and i have to don some fake sideburns which made me look really like the real deal... But its an intersting job to do, though you get the stares and people poking fun at you (damn mats!)... people taking lotsa pics with me but i juz don't remember who... i want my pics!!! i did think of going down today to do ushering but was too tired to get up... training killed...
Dancesports
I had a great time today at dancesports... Finally didn't feel so odd about salsa... today was probably the day i talked to Roxanne the most... private stuff, something we're gonna keep between ourselves, I hope... haha... yet to finish our discussion about things...
CATS
I thought it was gonna be kinda dumb... going for CATS even though the main gradings are done already... but it was fun... we built a bridges out of 30 straws, 5 satay sticks and 1m long of tape, aiming to hold a 20 cent coin without letting it touch the floor... the record was 126 cm long... our group was nontheless, the most divided... Ka Wai was really persistent on proving his "building knowledge" was the best, while Vanessa had lotsa ideas which were unworkable, but just wouldn't get the point that it wouldn't be much of the help... Denise, well, was in with things, but bothered more on the length than the support ability... and Zhi Hui, well, she just sat there waiting for whichever idea reigns and do whatever she's required to... Our final product was successful, not without the help of Jonathan who helped to extend our initial length to 130 cm! wee! Ka Wai just didn't contribute at all, trying his own stuff alone while we worked on things... so f-ed... just wouldn't get the point... though we didn't set the record the other group did (132), i was still proud we broke the previous one, going above my target of 100 i set when i looked at how divided our team was...
Training
Wee!!! I love my form today, both skill and physical wise! i've did alot of brilliant shots and played out good tactics... i didn't get used to my racket at the start, being really inconsistent with the wierd tension it had since i just got it back... I played a friendly with david and led alot until my serves screwed up and lost 10-15 in the end...
Stan was just crazy today, saying it is mentallity training... i think its more of physical torture... i pushed myself all the way, and thank god i din puke though i didn't eat much all day... didn't fail any of the drills and performed 100% for physical training, though i expected 110... the initial drills were just horrid until i got the hang of the racket... after training, i was still able to perform very well, quick volley relaxes and trick shots well did... another great thing is that i've seem to be able to communicate with the team... wonder what's got into them or me...
today's performance: consistency: 7, power: 7, volley: 9, serves: 6, winners: 8, physical: 9, tactics: 8, match play: 8, form: 8... overall: 7.78... not bad to say the least but i'm gunning for an 8 overall on the next training...
Issues of the Heart
I'm not sure how its gonna be now... I'm really having bad moments with both girls now... both don't seem interested in talking to me now exept for work matters only... both also seem to be close with guys... i'm not sure if i'm being over-sensitive about this, but it really bothers me everytime i look or think about it... I'm dumbstruck, awed, whatever you call it... just don't know where I stand right now... I can't decide... really, but my heart keeps telling me to continue waiting for "her" and give up on the other... god knows what keeps telling me not to do anything... my "RAM" got limited memory one leh... wait run too many things at one go will lag... i'm still confused... i hope i'll be able to choose good in this crossroad...
I'm still kinda bogged down by project and work... There's a certain amount of workload for me to clear before i get down to studying... I hope they'll just go away or get cancelled, then i can do what i really need to... FAT HOPE, i know... i've got so much on my mind already... kills to be awake and being conscious to matters on hand...