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Friday, January 05, 2007


Birthday Post

I really wanted to keep things at a low profile today... Every year i celebrate my Birthday, the worst happens... But i didn't want things to go wrong this year, not on my 18th...

First tick of the clock
I fell asleep last night at 9 and woke up at the stroke of midnight... I promised today, no emo or sad music... So i just skipped all of such genres... After returning from the toilet, i found conversations opening, greetings from frens who knew it my my birthday... The first was Anwar... He's really on abt it... Think he came when i signed in... There's Jie Ying and Joel who knew from the forum... And Weng... Anwar said he wanted to do a birthday song for me during CATS while i had a long talk with Weng... I only slept at 4, disobeying Weng and went to play soccer after signing out...

Bright and Shining!
Thank god it was not bright and shining! My alarm went off twice but i still refused and juz shooshed them both... I was lucky enough to wake up at 6! Along the way, I got quite a few birthday smses from a few friends... And Dad didn't forget my birthday after all! I got one from him too, but was wondering what he was doing at 3a.m in Dubai!Then I got caught in a jam along the way to school (typical first day students) but still got to the dance studio earliest... Not like its good... Usually I'd have Dawn or Hui Fen to company me before Melvin comes...

SW
Dance was funny today... There was this plump lady who walked into the dance studio before class... Then Melvin thought she was a student and ask straight away "are you here for make-up?"... He then found out she was the new officer in-charge of the Student Development thingy of NP, and she was gonna watch the lesson... So i told Nadj and gang to screw up our routine in front of the officer (of cos joking only lah)... I could see that Melvin was getting nervous at times during the class... We did well at first... Melvin finished the jive routine with the final step... Yay! It's gonna be salsa next week! But then he threw a suicide gamble by making us do our cha-cha routine... Lolx! We really, not intentionally, screwed the routine in front of the officer for him! Haha... It took us a few runs to finally get the steps back... Could see the officer laughing at times...

CATS
Anwar somehow told Denise about my birthday... Then I got into class to have my first greeting in school... haiz... Doesn't look good... Vanessa knew immediately after she sat down... Then halfway during class, Anwar started a birthday song for me... And itchy hand Ka Wai and Jonathan came to give me "pats" on my back... Haiz... Then Lesley sent me an sms and Ka Wai saw it... Then he told Denise and they started "suspecting" why i would have her number... She actually rmb-ed my birthday! Wee~ Well, I'm happy to have such friends... Really am... But ain't looking good... More people are sure to know...

Lunch
I went for a mass lunch with Dawn and gang... While waiting for them at the lift lobby, word got out and Hui Xian started another birthday song for me... Lolx... Then at the canteen, Alvin came up to me to wish me happy birthday... Haiz... He found out abt it from the dumb friendster email... Alright, more people know about it now... Then I went to watch a movie with Dawn and Nian Shun... Death Note 2! Yay! I haven't watched the first one yet lah!

Movie at PS
We saw a cardboard cut out of Death Note 2... So Dawn and I decided to pose as L and Misa...

Wah to movie was so nice! I could pick up the thing even though i didn't watch the first part... Then Dawn had lotsa qns during the movie... Wonder if she really did watched the first part... The plot of the movie was great! Lotsa twists and turns! I didn't expect anything like it... But would disagree with others that the ending sucks...

Dinner
I had to leave quick to meet mum and sis at Tampinese cuz the movie ended later than expected... I met both Joyce's from my primary school while walking around Tampinese central... The first one almost didn't recognise me as we breezed past but she called my name so i turned... Its been some time since we last met... The second one was really noticable... She was in her sch U... I went to the new Japanese restraunt near the sports complex... Though it was cheap there, the food was really great! I had a craving for salmon today... so i took lotsa stuff dat had salmon in it! Ryl went to get my b'day present so all i had to do was pretend i didn't know about it...

Home
Haiz... Home sweet home! I really love it when i step back in... It gives me the feeling and security, like i can just collapse and faint any time and would be really comfortable... I went to take a shower before mum came back... My sis still refused to give me my present even though i know she bought it... As soon as mum came back, i went to have my birthday cake! Heehee... I lurved it! Just the flavour i wanted! Then Ryl gave me my present... Din expect yet another tortoise! Haha... Though its small, I appreciate it coming from her... Got the thought... She knows i like the tortoise...

Well, I'm really glad nothing bad has happened today, despite what happened the previous few years... There are still people who don't know about my birthday... So i decided to play along as though its a regular day... I'm really dissapointed at a few things tho... I din get to go out with Hui Fen today... I thought we might have since I was gonna be with people she knows well... Really dampening... Then we were gonna test out the mini version of our CATS product tmr... I really fear it would fail... It's gonna put a big hole in our presentation then... I'm just hoping for the best... I was also kinda sad that the seemingly big group at the start was reduced to 3 to go to the movies today... I thought it would be some time i could hang out with friends on my birthday... Nontheless, the fun was still there... I wanna thank Nian Shun and Dawn for the fun... I'm sure they were dissapointed too, so I'm glad I didn't p.s them last minute... Well, my feelings for "???" are kinda blur now... I really don't know what to do... Sometimes i get strong signs from her, but at times, she seems to be detering me... I'm really confused... Its tiring me out further... I don't know... I wanna get an answer, but I don't know who to turn to this time...

everlasting memories~ 11:53 PM