Saturday, November 04, 2006
hey~ past few days have been betta lil bit...
Thursday (2nd November 06)
school has been boring... was doing the tutorial qns den jumped over to the topic that was being taught to finish quicker then the teacher could finish in maths... i din listen much, cuz i knew it wasn't anything new to me... then I played FIFA 06 throughtout the 1 hour IPC lecture... kinda understood wad was being taught cuz i was copying stuff down as well... but gotta read up on it...
after the early end of school, i found myself yet alone at a corner... really gotta thank Jieying, Darren and Joan for showing me i still knew some ppl who neva change infront of me... for the past few days, i've really got no belonging to anywhere amongst the ppl around me... maybe i've been sitting away from my friends alot and found myself lost in their talks, maybe i've been too bad a friend that i don't get pulled into their conversations much, maybe i'm just not spending enough time with them and lost out on alot... i don't know... but this period of time gave me alot of space to do thinking and cover lotsa work...
S'n'S audition is just tomorrow and lotsa talks n worries are going around... i've got more to worry for... we were practicing yesterday and i danced it over and over, partly to shake off tuesday's events from my mind... today was a last ditch effort to get everyone clear of the the final part of the dance... Steph was worried about it after i told her we cldn't practice it much after she left... glad the dancers are putting in effort to come for practice...
i found myself inch closer to the team... they sorta realised my existence already, though i'm still not comfortable to joke around much with them... they got me a nickname... it sounded something like "little or beatle", i couldn't make out much of it... but its still good... whether it meant i'm weak or not... at least i gained some bearings in the team... the captain got confident about my play now that i get chosen by him to play jail faster (usually i get chosen last)... think i proved to him a lil that i can be useful at times...
i fell asleep while waiting for blogger to load... had lotsa ppl trying to contact me on MSN... haiz... its the second consecutive day this has happened... so sry to everyone... i'm really, really tired...
Friday (3rd November 06)
Because i fell asleep last night, i didn't charge my phone... i woke up to find my handphone battery almost dead (and thank goodness to my body clock for waking me up)... i took my charger and ran out of the house...
Vanessa didn't come to school today and i didn't have a dance partner... had to make do with someone else who was unenthusiastic and couldn't be caring... did miss Vanessa though... i thought it was the only time she would look at me *bleagh*... was such a relief in CATS class that we only needed to come up with the 30 ideas during class... non of us did anything about it... but we did have fun coming up with ideas...wierd ones too... and we decided on the group name "b-z bodies"... sent an sms to Vanessa cuz she wasn't around to voice her opinion on this... so we gave her the decision to make...
the day ended early... i was wondering around, not sure of what to do... priority was to find a place where i can get lunch, charge my phone and keep myself occupied... i got to Emart... there i could charge my phone... but people keep knocking my phone out of position and it didn't charge... i left Emart with 2 out of 3 bars on the battery meter and i went out in a matter of minutes as i was taking alot of calls... i had to borrow Sulfri's and Ming Cheng's handphones to make calls... thx guys! S'n'S audition went on, with a few nervous faces sufacing minutes before the performance... we did a few practices... then Sharon (my FOC GL and Jie Jie) saw me again in a sweaty state... i thought she wanted to hug me or smtn since she commented that she'd always see me like that... anywaez... it ended so late... i thought i'd miss the IVP match yet again... haiz...
on the way out of school, i went to the bus stop... fate decided to give me another chance to get to the match, with the bus coming when i just arrived at the bus stop... i decide to p.s. my friends from dinner (think they didn't bother if i was gonna go there or not) and give the match a hope...
i hated the journey to TP... i hated myself for making so many bad choices today! there was a huge traffic jam... but it took me only 10 minutes more to get the the kallang MRT station... after i took the train down to eunos... i followed my cousin's directions to the interchange but cldn't find bus 69 there! i knew i was gonna be later... but didn't expect the stupid uncle at the service counter to give me wrong directions... i got up bus 24 and the driver told me he wasn't going to TP... and got off... argh! the bus is going to bedok interchange! *stupid stupid boy!* so i waited and took a bus down to bedok interchange and found the darn 69! damn! now i was just praying that the matches took a long time and that they were still there... i got there at 8.30pm and ran my way to the tennis courts... i'm just glad that i didn't miss yet another match...
by then, the last 2 matches were being played, and the guys were winning 3-1 and the girls were hanging on a 2-2 tie... i watched Rudy win his match... and the guys were on the final step towards taking th trophy home again this year... then it was a close watch on the 3rd singles of the girls... though it wasn't much, the the tense atmosphere made it look very nerve-wrecking... K finally walked out of the courts victorious and the girls were just giving her hugs and congrats for saving their champion hopes... well done K!
just when we were about to leave, a bust-up between an SP player and Donovan took place... it took quite some time to resolve things and it got Rudy and Mr. Gobi involved... it was a short lecture from Mr. Gobi before we could leave... it was kinda late by then...
i got home at about 11pm... thank god mum didn't scold me for that... but she told me dad inquired about things... i missed out quite abit of talk with dad... and was quite worried mum wld panic when she cldn't get me on my phone... but i made it back nevertheless... and i fell asleep yet again when waiting for things to load... argh! woke up to find Yide's and Mandy's (AGL) conv windowon the screen... so sorry seniors! i really am tired these 3-4 days... anywaez, plans to go to my cousin's place were scrapped... mum's gonna bring me out soon... wonder how its like going without dad~
Thursday (2nd November 06)
school has been boring... was doing the tutorial qns den jumped over to the topic that was being taught to finish quicker then the teacher could finish in maths... i din listen much, cuz i knew it wasn't anything new to me... then I played FIFA 06 throughtout the 1 hour IPC lecture... kinda understood wad was being taught cuz i was copying stuff down as well... but gotta read up on it...
after the early end of school, i found myself yet alone at a corner... really gotta thank Jieying, Darren and Joan for showing me i still knew some ppl who neva change infront of me... for the past few days, i've really got no belonging to anywhere amongst the ppl around me... maybe i've been sitting away from my friends alot and found myself lost in their talks, maybe i've been too bad a friend that i don't get pulled into their conversations much, maybe i'm just not spending enough time with them and lost out on alot... i don't know... but this period of time gave me alot of space to do thinking and cover lotsa work...
S'n'S audition is just tomorrow and lotsa talks n worries are going around... i've got more to worry for... we were practicing yesterday and i danced it over and over, partly to shake off tuesday's events from my mind... today was a last ditch effort to get everyone clear of the the final part of the dance... Steph was worried about it after i told her we cldn't practice it much after she left... glad the dancers are putting in effort to come for practice...
i found myself inch closer to the team... they sorta realised my existence already, though i'm still not comfortable to joke around much with them... they got me a nickname... it sounded something like "little or beatle", i couldn't make out much of it... but its still good... whether it meant i'm weak or not... at least i gained some bearings in the team... the captain got confident about my play now that i get chosen by him to play jail faster (usually i get chosen last)... think i proved to him a lil that i can be useful at times...
i fell asleep while waiting for blogger to load... had lotsa ppl trying to contact me on MSN... haiz... its the second consecutive day this has happened... so sry to everyone... i'm really, really tired...
Friday (3rd November 06)
Because i fell asleep last night, i didn't charge my phone... i woke up to find my handphone battery almost dead (and thank goodness to my body clock for waking me up)... i took my charger and ran out of the house...
Vanessa didn't come to school today and i didn't have a dance partner... had to make do with someone else who was unenthusiastic and couldn't be caring... did miss Vanessa though... i thought it was the only time she would look at me *bleagh*... was such a relief in CATS class that we only needed to come up with the 30 ideas during class... non of us did anything about it... but we did have fun coming up with ideas...wierd ones too... and we decided on the group name "b-z bodies"... sent an sms to Vanessa cuz she wasn't around to voice her opinion on this... so we gave her the decision to make...
the day ended early... i was wondering around, not sure of what to do... priority was to find a place where i can get lunch, charge my phone and keep myself occupied... i got to Emart... there i could charge my phone... but people keep knocking my phone out of position and it didn't charge... i left Emart with 2 out of 3 bars on the battery meter and i went out in a matter of minutes as i was taking alot of calls... i had to borrow Sulfri's and Ming Cheng's handphones to make calls... thx guys! S'n'S audition went on, with a few nervous faces sufacing minutes before the performance... we did a few practices... then Sharon (my FOC GL and Jie Jie) saw me again in a sweaty state... i thought she wanted to hug me or smtn since she commented that she'd always see me like that... anywaez... it ended so late... i thought i'd miss the IVP match yet again... haiz...
on the way out of school, i went to the bus stop... fate decided to give me another chance to get to the match, with the bus coming when i just arrived at the bus stop... i decide to p.s. my friends from dinner (think they didn't bother if i was gonna go there or not) and give the match a hope...
i hated the journey to TP... i hated myself for making so many bad choices today! there was a huge traffic jam... but it took me only 10 minutes more to get the the kallang MRT station... after i took the train down to eunos... i followed my cousin's directions to the interchange but cldn't find bus 69 there! i knew i was gonna be later... but didn't expect the stupid uncle at the service counter to give me wrong directions... i got up bus 24 and the driver told me he wasn't going to TP... and got off... argh! the bus is going to bedok interchange! *stupid stupid boy!* so i waited and took a bus down to bedok interchange and found the darn 69! damn! now i was just praying that the matches took a long time and that they were still there... i got there at 8.30pm and ran my way to the tennis courts... i'm just glad that i didn't miss yet another match...
by then, the last 2 matches were being played, and the guys were winning 3-1 and the girls were hanging on a 2-2 tie... i watched Rudy win his match... and the guys were on the final step towards taking th trophy home again this year... then it was a close watch on the 3rd singles of the girls... though it wasn't much, the the tense atmosphere made it look very nerve-wrecking... K finally walked out of the courts victorious and the girls were just giving her hugs and congrats for saving their champion hopes... well done K!
just when we were about to leave, a bust-up between an SP player and Donovan took place... it took quite some time to resolve things and it got Rudy and Mr. Gobi involved... it was a short lecture from Mr. Gobi before we could leave... it was kinda late by then...
i got home at about 11pm... thank god mum didn't scold me for that... but she told me dad inquired about things... i missed out quite abit of talk with dad... and was quite worried mum wld panic when she cldn't get me on my phone... but i made it back nevertheless... and i fell asleep yet again when waiting for things to load... argh! woke up to find Yide's and Mandy's (AGL) conv windowon the screen... so sorry seniors! i really am tired these 3-4 days... anywaez, plans to go to my cousin's place were scrapped... mum's gonna bring me out soon... wonder how its like going without dad~