Friday, October 27, 2006
well, things have gotten better, but no doubt it was yet again a lousy day... yesterday had too many events but was too tired to post anything...
i woke up at 5am to realise i fell aslp while trying to fake slping to get my parents to stop checking on me so i can stay up and do some unfinished work... was the alarm which woke me up... den had to rush the MB lab report on the bus... den got to school to realise there were 2 lab reports to be done! in the end i used up most of the maths lecture doing it...
after the IPC tutorial, i picked up a racket and started playing it lyk a guitar(habit)... the malaysian airlines commercial rushed into my mind out of a sudden and i started going high and repeated the commercial over n over... got a few ppl laughing at it but Alvin and Nadjmi were with me the whole day, they got irritated... then b4 the make up MB tutorial, the three of us decided to do a trio commercial... just that i did the rockstar part... kept going *yo! are ya ready to rock?! waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhh!!! yea! gdnight!* all day... "performed" one for wenxin (another nice girl frm my class) cuz it was her birthday... i know, its pathetic for a birthday gift, but yea, it was kinda last minute... (i rmb her birthday horh!)
during the tutorial, we continued Nadj's "pwn's from Dr Ho"... stopped at 5 yesterday... today it increased to 8 this semester... (man she's good)den i did an all out rockstar commercial for Dr Ho before leaving the tutorial... man dat was gr8!
was off to slacking for 3 hrs b4 heading for training... stupid MOL kept rejecting my answer even tho it was exactly the same!!! argh!!! i gave up and played games the remaining time instead... then i saw Vanessa (the IS one) and she looked so serious... lyk she didn't wanna talk to me... sob sob... so i didn't dare go disturb her either...
things started to get lower and lower...
i went for training... hoping to prove myself so i'd get a spot in the line-up for tmr's match... overheard the captain asking the other players about their involvement in the game tmr... didn't have a slightest hint with my name in it... then after dat i heard him talking to the coach about the line-up... yet again, i wasn't in it... i got more and more dissapointed thru training... even during the reflex drill i wasn't paired with anyone... den i missed out on so much... gotta say this was the slackiest training ever... i didn't have the mood to play well either... juz lost hope over and over... was thinking thruout training dat if i can't even get a spot for tmr's match against the ITE, i can juz give up all hope for ever playing for NP this whole year... well, i struck my first target in "buttsup" for winning the jail game... so sry to Mr Mark Choo for getting it... went right up "there"... lucky his racket was protecting it... i asked about the line-up decision for tmr... well, its comfirmed... i'm not playing... haiz... i'm juz really dissapointed... not at the captain or the coach... juz me myself and i... can't stop sobbing abt it... so if i get emo tmr, no wonder...
then there is Lesley's (really sweet girl from my lecture) birthday... well, i thought it was kinda late to wish her tho it was still the 26th... so i called it belated.. hope she doesn't mind... mebbe i shd do the "rock concert" for her as well...
well, dere's alwiz s 'n' s rehersal tmr if i dun go for the match... i noe i'll alwiz haf fun dere... and its my first sports and wellness tmr... yea... supposed to be looking forward to it... i hope to learn smtn new... dancesports... geez... lotsa ppl laughed at my decision... oh wells... juz go n haf fun...
i hope tmr ends quickly... i wanna juz go home and hide in my bed away from everyone... really dissapointed in myself... haiz... hope that perception changes tmr... now i'm gonna hide away in my "shell" again, and hope nthn's gonna bother me... nite~ and Happy Birthday to the 2 Birthday Girls (Lesley and Wenxin) again!!!
i woke up at 5am to realise i fell aslp while trying to fake slping to get my parents to stop checking on me so i can stay up and do some unfinished work... was the alarm which woke me up... den had to rush the MB lab report on the bus... den got to school to realise there were 2 lab reports to be done! in the end i used up most of the maths lecture doing it...
after the IPC tutorial, i picked up a racket and started playing it lyk a guitar(habit)... the malaysian airlines commercial rushed into my mind out of a sudden and i started going high and repeated the commercial over n over... got a few ppl laughing at it but Alvin and Nadjmi were with me the whole day, they got irritated... then b4 the make up MB tutorial, the three of us decided to do a trio commercial... just that i did the rockstar part... kept going *yo! are ya ready to rock?! waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhh!!! yea! gdnight!* all day... "performed" one for wenxin (another nice girl frm my class) cuz it was her birthday... i know, its pathetic for a birthday gift, but yea, it was kinda last minute... (i rmb her birthday horh!)
during the tutorial, we continued Nadj's "pwn's from Dr Ho"... stopped at 5 yesterday... today it increased to 8 this semester... (man she's good)den i did an all out rockstar commercial for Dr Ho before leaving the tutorial... man dat was gr8!
was off to slacking for 3 hrs b4 heading for training... stupid MOL kept rejecting my answer even tho it was exactly the same!!! argh!!! i gave up and played games the remaining time instead... then i saw Vanessa (the IS one) and she looked so serious... lyk she didn't wanna talk to me... sob sob... so i didn't dare go disturb her either...
things started to get lower and lower...
i went for training... hoping to prove myself so i'd get a spot in the line-up for tmr's match... overheard the captain asking the other players about their involvement in the game tmr... didn't have a slightest hint with my name in it... then after dat i heard him talking to the coach about the line-up... yet again, i wasn't in it... i got more and more dissapointed thru training... even during the reflex drill i wasn't paired with anyone... den i missed out on so much... gotta say this was the slackiest training ever... i didn't have the mood to play well either... juz lost hope over and over... was thinking thruout training dat if i can't even get a spot for tmr's match against the ITE, i can juz give up all hope for ever playing for NP this whole year... well, i struck my first target in "buttsup" for winning the jail game... so sry to Mr Mark Choo for getting it... went right up "there"... lucky his racket was protecting it... i asked about the line-up decision for tmr... well, its comfirmed... i'm not playing... haiz... i'm juz really dissapointed... not at the captain or the coach... juz me myself and i... can't stop sobbing abt it... so if i get emo tmr, no wonder...
then there is Lesley's (really sweet girl from my lecture) birthday... well, i thought it was kinda late to wish her tho it was still the 26th... so i called it belated.. hope she doesn't mind... mebbe i shd do the "rock concert" for her as well...
well, dere's alwiz s 'n' s rehersal tmr if i dun go for the match... i noe i'll alwiz haf fun dere... and its my first sports and wellness tmr... yea... supposed to be looking forward to it... i hope to learn smtn new... dancesports... geez... lotsa ppl laughed at my decision... oh wells... juz go n haf fun...
i hope tmr ends quickly... i wanna juz go home and hide in my bed away from everyone... really dissapointed in myself... haiz... hope that perception changes tmr... now i'm gonna hide away in my "shell" again, and hope nthn's gonna bother me... nite~ and Happy Birthday to the 2 Birthday Girls (Lesley and Wenxin) again!!!